Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Exciting News!

Rob and I are official. Last night he asked me to be his girlfriend. I'm extremely happy. He told me he's wanted this for so long, he was just scared. A lot of times I feel bad because I'm so much more experienced in the opposite sex than he is. I've done things I'm not proud of, and I'm probably more experienced than I'd like to be.  But now it's just so different being with a shy guy. I think he'll get better though. I know he's worth the wait, there's no one else I'd rather be with. I'M JUST SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY!

If only I could get this damn iOS 5 software to fucking download on my phone, I'd be set right now. I'm workin on it.
Dear Apple, you suck.
Love, Me.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

I am so bored. Sitting in study hall and this teacher is such a bitch. We have to sit in assigned seats and no talking. Rob is in here and but since we can't sit together, we're texting from across the room lol. I don't know if I've ever been more bored. So since I have a full 40 minutes and absolutely nothing to do with it, I'll recap my weekend. It actually was quite eventful.

My last post ended right before the dance. So before the dance I went to Rob's house and drank with a few people then we headed downtown. My high school dances are nothing like the movies. You know, the ones where the boys stand on one side of the room, the girls stand on the other, they awkwardly stare at eachother and no one dances. HA. Our dances are grindfests. People are basically raped on the dance floor. Not literally. But close enough. Everyone is dripping sweat and dancing like strippers. It's extremely fun though. I didn't think Rob was used to that type of thing, since he was new here last year. It was his first dance at our school. He stayed with me the whole time.. I'm sure he was glad because honestly my dancing is pretty slut-like hahaha. Anyways it was super fun. Rob and I were both so tired afterwards we decided not to go out and party. We went back to his house instead, where I instantly fell asleep on the couch. He took me home around 1am. Sunday Rob and I went to the Steller game. I'm not really big on football games but I had such a good time just because I was with him. That night my friend Mike had people over to drink at his grandparents house because they're away for the week. Everyone was having a good time but then Rob started acting weird. He always gets like that when he drinks. He'll act all pissed off about nothing and actually start to get mean. By the end of the night I was so angry with him. My friend Bailey drove Rob's car back to his house with me. The whole ride he kept trying to apologize and act all depressed. I was still pissed. Then me and Bailey got picked up by a few people. We rode around with them for a little then went home. The next morning, Monday, we didn't have school. Rob texted me to work things out. He was already planning on forgiving him, but still the things he said were adorable. Basically how it ended was him saying that he's not gonna drink anymore because of the way it makes him and I mean too much for him to lose me over something like that. He came over and we hung out at my house literally for 10 hours. I actually found myself missing him when he left.

Now that brings me to today. Boring as shit. School is lame. This study hall is almost over though I think so I gotta go. Post back soon, hopefully this week.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

SO Busy

The past week has been hectic. We found out this year's homecoming court two weeks ago and a lot of my senior friends were nominated. Kristen chose me to be one of her shadows. Shadows are basically the person's bitch. Each girl on court chooses two shadows. Our job is basically to make their banner for the pep rally, decorate their locker, make t-shirts with stupid phrases like "Kristen is my queen", and take pictures. So not fun. But I felt like it would be rude to say no.

Last night was the homecoming football game. All the shadows had to be on the sidelines with the court and their parents. At half time, they announced the queen. It was so predictable. I think I'm psychic. I guessed who the runner up AND the queen were gonna be. Anyways, I'm glad all that shit is over. It took up all my time.

Tonight is the homecoming dance downtown at the history center. Last year I always got so excited for dances I don't know why this year is different. I'm not excited at all. This year though, I'm drinking before I go and as I always say, everything's better when you're wasted. Homecoming is always semi-casual and it's not really a type of dance that you need a date for. Rob is driving me down with a few other people. We're not really getting pictures except a few for his mom. I'm in loveeeee with my dress. It's a sort of metallic purpley silver, strapless, short, and in the middle of the chest has some mirror/beading/gem things. I don't know what I'm doing afterwards, but hopefully partying somewhere.

Tomorrow I'm going to the Steeler game with Rob. I've never been to one before! It starts at 1 so we'll have to leave sometime in the morning.. that will make it a little difficult to party hard tonight. Of course I'll do it anyways though :)

Besides this weekend's events, nothing much else has been going on recently. I'm gonna try my best to post back again sometime next week!